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 The cancer has now spread to a third organ - P’s lungs. The average life expectancy was 3/4 months - a month ago. 

So far he feels well, thank goodness, despite the obvious fact that he’s not. 

He’s told people - and of course they want to see him. He’s started referring to it (tongue in cheek) as his farewell tour. He’s better with people being cheerful and/or ignoring it. 

I do not know how I am going to bear this.