Yes, okay. I said I’d write twice a week. I said a lot of things. And, as we know, the way to hell is paved with good intentions. Although I’ve never quite understood why you don’t get points for at least trying. Harsh.
Overall I’m holding steady. But underneath that top layer is a whole mess. I’m doing well at the stave days, am wildly erratic on the other weekdays and putting on too much at the weekends. I have got to get a grip. I’ve not achieved anything since the beginning of the year and I am not at a weight where a bit of faffery would not be a disaster. I’m at a loss to know how to hold myself to account – the blogging twice a week was supposed to do that and look how well that went!
It is the time of year where we do extra long hikes but frankly, this has never made an iota of difference to my weight and I don’t see why this would suddenly change.
Every night I tell myself firmly that there will be no deviation – but I’m not achieving this sufficiently often to have any result. What to do? I’m fresh out of fresh ideas – other than digging deep and sustaining the period of resolve into waking hours.
Wish me luck, determination and godspeed (I typed this wrongly as dogspeed – which I like the sound of other than that my mother’s dogs are Labradors and not therefore a good example in terms of greed).